What have I done to deserve this pain and suffering...?

Hello, and welcome back to the Bingulan Blog. Today, I just want to share a few... bad details I've seen about me lately that I've heard from other people.

First of all, this post contains mentions of suicide and harming oneself. If you do not like the unnerving feelings of those subjects, you should click off this post now.

Second, do not hate on anyone mentioned in this post. Do not try to get them to reconsider their opinions about me; I know that I am a nuisance to them now.

Third, this post contains swearing. Click off if you don't like swears.

So, if you know the Peppa Pig Fanon Wiki, you will remember a little series I came up with called Le Peppish Adventures (I had got a little bit popular on Discord thanks to that). The person shown below would "support" me with this series... and that is...

Flare the Fox, also known as AbruptAmelia and Friendless thanks to Flarecool! She just so happened to call me out on that dumb-as-fuck wiki, trying to get me to stop "hating" on other autistic people, even though she and I have been diagnosed with the condition at young ages! And yes, although Miss cake and Flarecool may be considered as young people, they could actually be something, like what? A 40 year old male or something? I am sick of this shit. I have been dealing with this for 5+ GODDAMN MONTHS now and not once have I been considered an ableist! I don't care about being a role model, all I care about is myself and my fan base. I do not care about this dumb-as-fuck drama, and I do not care about these dumb-as-fuck people participating in it!

So after reading the post carefully, I have found myself taking a quiz to see if I'm an ableist or not. And what do you fucking know?

I am! It's not my fault that I have autism! My brain works differently! I don't know the answer to everything! People expect me to know the goddamn answer, but I just don't. All I think about is making Scratch projects and making FontStruct fonts and brutally murdering my enemies in one form or another!

It is so goddamn shit how society 50 years ago didn't care about all these flaws, but now? It's a whole different story! Do something wrong and you're immediately considered as a disgrace to the entirety of Earth?! Yeah, no, I DON'T FUCKING THINK SO!

Honestly, if this gets much worse, I may have to reconsider those suicidal thoughts I had years ago, and my fan base wants none of that. Even when I uploaded a joke project on Scratch, one of them reported it, thinking I had depression, or wanted to commit suicide, and the Scratch Team took the project down and sent me links to online therapists.